under my pussy cat
at least you aren’t in itArchive for friendship
I’ve realized my loneliness
Not only do I feel romantic loneliness, but also loneliness regarding friendship. My friends Veronica, Juliet and Matt all moved into their college either today or yesterday, and the chances of me talking to them-let alone seeing them-is very slim anymore.
Many-and I mean many- of my other good friends are also starting college. Colleen, Katelyn, and even more. The worst thing about it, and yet also the best for them, is that they are all going to really good colleges. Seton Hall, NYU … all good colleges, all of them.
I’m feeling so lonely right now it’s not even funny. I don’t have that many trustworthy friends left.
But I have to remain strong. I mean, I still need to finish high school. I’m going to be a sophomore, this is no time to be sad.
No matter what pain you may feel
No matter what lonesliness may come
You mustn’t close your eyes to it
(Ayumi Hamasaki ; SURREAL)
Ahhh, Dear Kevin
So Kevin, I know you’ll probably end up reading this eventually, since you’re like one of my best friends … but yeah, we get along so well, I really wanna go out with you more than you know. I mean, when you say “BOII” to me, I feel happier than anything, and when we ‘yagadawo’ i just can’t help many times but laugh out loud. I’m really close with you, I mean, i can confide honestly and truly with you more than I can with most other people, possibly everyone. I really DO care about you, and I really DO like you a lot. Just saying, you know? Love, Nico ;p
ps, boii, you’re an emoface ;p
