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uneventful

Well, I got home.  I didn’t go to Rutherford.  I did, however, go to that Barbeque.  I was depressed the entire time so I jsut read my book.  I didn’t go swimming, but I did eat.  a lot.  It was good.  Then I got to walk home which took forever …

Well, I will probably post … whatever memories I have from the event tomorrow.

bye bye <3

random funny conversation

me (12:12:34 PM): HEY BOY. :D
robert (12:13:04 PM): boy?
robert (12:13:44 PM): i believe the correct name is spicy boy
robert (12:13:45 PM): xD
me (12:19:14 PM): lol
me (12:19:26 PM): HEY SPICY BOY :D
robert (12:19:38 PM): lmao
robert (12:19:41 PM): there you go
robert (12:19:45 PM): i’m happy now
i thought that was just beyond funny and adorable, ;p
he’s a cool kid.
just wanted to share that with everyone!

Tomorrow’s Plans

Tomorrow i am walking over to Rutherford (about a 4 mile walk) to hang out with my friend Lauren.  I’m going to hang out with her for a bit, then walk back to my town then go to Belleville for a Barbeque with my cousin Becky and friend Gina, so i should have tons of pictures for you guys.

So yeah though, I probably wont really post most of the day tomorrow …

oh, boi.

nico (6:12:16 PM): .
kevin (6:12:21 PM): .
me (6:12:27 PM): .
kevin (6:12:32 PM): .
i unblocked him today.
that made me smile.
alright, i’m gonig to take a shower now.

for some dumb reason …

Gina’s mom won’t let her sleep over my house.  Isn’t it a bit weird that she said she can fend for herself yet she is preventing her from doing what she wants?  I think, in my opinion, it is purely out of spite.

If I was her, I know I wouldn’t want to stay there …

I would probably go insane.

Well, I hope they settle their problems becuase I don’t want to see someone i’ve known for so long in pain.

I’ve realized my loneliness

Not only do I feel romantic loneliness, but also loneliness regarding friendship.  My friends Veronica, Juliet and Matt all moved into their college either today or yesterday, and the chances of me talking to them-let alone seeing them-is very slim anymore.

Many-and I mean many- of my other good friends are also starting college.  Colleen, Katelyn, and even more.  The worst thing about it, and yet also the best for them, is that they are all going to really good colleges. Seton Hall, NYU … all good colleges, all of them.

I’m feeling so lonely right now it’s not even funny.  I don’t have that many trustworthy friends left.

But I have to remain strong.  I mean, I still need to finish high school.  I’m going to be a sophomore, this is no time to be sad.

No matter what pain you may feel

No matter what lonesliness may come

You mustn’t close your eyes to it

(Ayumi Hamasaki ; SURREAL)

something (crappy) i made for my friend ;p

I made this for my friend Colleen!  I personally think it’s gaudy and that I could do SO much better, but yeah, she LOVES it so i guess that’s enough for me.

*click thumbnail for full image*

The myspace fan-sign i made for Colleen!

The 'myspace fan-sign' i made for Colleen!

a friend’s distress

my friend Gina and my cousin Becky (who happen to be best friends) are sleeping over my house today.  It’s because the can’t stay at Becky’s and Gina is too depressed to go back home.  Her mom had yelled at Gina and her brother and stormed out of the house, saying “I’m tired of Vinnie always yellnig at me, Mika always asking me for money, and you always asking me for rides, I can’t take it any more!” and stormed out of the house.

She also said “Mike is 18, I’m leaving, he can take care of you.  You can fend for yourselves!”.  Gina started running out of the house crying, while Mike was also bawling, with Gina saying “Just abandon us like dad did!”  Gina’s father had did years earlier.  Gina ended up gonig to her neighbor Kimba’s house, but called Becky and me, because we have been best friends since we were all seriously about two years old, so yeah.  She needs her best friends.

I will update you on this.